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CURNONSKY. Autograph manuscript, Notes pour Mes Mémoires intimes; small in-4 notebook of 43pages (unevenly filled) plus a few loose ff. Autobiographical notes.The notebook begins: "My birth was my worst and first misfortune: it cost my mother her life. My father never forgave me, and my good maternal grandmother Mrs. Mazeran raised me. Notes on his grandparents. "I was introduced to voluptuousness by Germaine X who was my father's mistress (in 1889). [...] She was ravishing [...] my father had the same taste for women in drag as I did - although neither he nor I were ever 'epheberastes'". Various anecdotes. The confidences in this notebook are intended to remain intimate: "My life will have a few secrets, and my memoirs a few wolves - for I will never name the woman who was my fiancée (drowned in '91), of whom I would have liked a son - nor the woman who was my "initiator" - nor my adulterous son, since I would have to name his mother - nor my natural son, since his mother knew how to have him recognized - nor the woman I so ardently desired, since she [is] the wife of a friend and never knew I loved her".He draws up a chronology of the periods in his life, then indulges in confidences or "Sensual Deviations": - about Colette: "I adored Co- in 1895. When W [Willy] made me read the manuscript of Cl. [Claudine], I was dazzled by the masterpiece: and literary respect replaced passion"; - on his partner Germaine Larbaudière: "I loved Mémaine physically for 3 or 4 years. Then paternal love took the place of the other, and she became my spiritual daughter: desire was dead. Without death, I would have married her and made her my companion in old age. He talks about his two sons. On Polaire and Willy: "I took Polaire to W. in '99. Hence the orgy and the ménage à 3 - where W. never took P. He was an exhibitionist, a voyeur, a flagellant"; about Claudine Rolland and Pierre Louÿs; about Hugues Rebell, "the typical flagellant"... Etc.List of "Mes "Collabos"", and anecdotes about Willy and Colette, Marcel Rouff, Toulet... "Liste approximative de mes œuvres".Notes and reflections on literature, Protestants, Catholicism, cooking, etc.2 signed autograph manuscripts are enclosed: - Académies... et Anatomies. On nudism (3p. in-4). - Poupées de Paris. Les petites Fées de l'Entente cordiale, protest against the invasion of "German Kamelote" and "Germanic ugliness" (4p. and a half small in-4).
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CURNONSKY. Autograph manuscript, Notes pour Mes Mémoires int
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